~~Dearly-Dear~~

Sunday is the day to worship God and visit the church. Me and my hubby went to church but not together, we went in separate ways. He's there and me is here. Haiii...how lonely...
Actually, how come we can go together to church eh were so far from each other.lol. Silly me!
Likewise, I share you a little story when I was in church. I get dizzy while singing the prayer "Our Father". I stop singing and sit down, my sister noticed that I look pale,sweaty and cold. What she did is bring me outside after the communion and we did not finished the mass. Then we go straight home and been wondering why and what happen to me. I dont have stress coz I have no work and actually I did nothing much today. Maybe Im preggy....nyahahah. Im only kidding guys, stress lang ciguro or what!!! I guess so,,,better take a rest now.

Right this morning, Im worried about the flight of my brother as its very windy and rainy today. So what I did is check his flight status if it is being cancelled or delayed or whatsoever. We did check it and thanks God its not suspended, he's happy to flight back now in U.K. Right away he packed up his things and were ready to go now and take him to the airport. So, see yah later guys...

I thought everyday conversation and chatting is enough and make me stop missing my hubby, but I was so wrong. I still miss him, nahhh...I guess Im ding dong now of missing him...Sometimes I can't help myself,Im' so oa today, hehe. Well, thats how I feel today , there are times that I cant help myself but cry in a middle of the night while thinking of my hubby far away across the miles. I usually sleep on my own and no one to talk to, I feel bored sometimes when Im alone.
Once upon a time, Id remember my brother told me, that we are the one who make ourselves alone...Well, well, well, agree or not?-------------------------
For me, I agree, yeah Its true, we are the one who make ourself alone and bet bored. There are a lot of things that we can do to avoid these emotional things. Sometimes our emotions are taking us over, we cant help it. But duhhhhh.. whatever it is I miss my hubby so much...

Im so late of chatting with my hubby today as I dont look at my watch or not take a notice on the time and I leave my phone also in my room. I been busy cooking food for lunch, and I remember that we always chat every afternoon here and that is morning there. So I went to my room and hurrying open my lappy and trying to catch up if his still online. I grab my phone and theres a miscall from him. Then I log on to my messenger and I've read the offline messages. Usually, Im the one who wait him online and I never did this before. But then, Ive receive an email from him and Ive replied it right away. So I found out his still there but his been log off on his yahoo mesenger. I notice that theres time left before he goes to work, quickly I send an email to him to get back online. So he open again his YM and wondering why, what happen and where I been. I ask an apology and I explained to him whats going on and what I been upto. Im glad that Im not too late, well, its too late than never.haha..I wasn't be able to smile while were chatting as I feel guilty that Im late. Well, well, well, I been expecting that he will get upset, but Im totally wrong, in fact, he show me something that makes me smile. He said "I have something for you", he show me the picture and I wonder what is it. When its fully downloaded I open it, and oh! its a cutie bear again and I guess its on the way..yeah..Im excited to have it and make cuddle2x with the teddy bear...whahha.....Maybe its my presents for our meeting anniversary...Thanks dear.

I used to remember the first time that I officially meet my husband. Still fresh on my mind the day we meet and see each other personally. That's why I remember the memories we had together and I cherished every moment. I never knew that was fast, its almost a year already since we've known each other. It really reminds me this time of the month, this is the day were our story begins and it would never end.
Here our picture taken, on the day we first meet............

Ive got all I wanted now..whehhe...Just kidding....Anyway, Im happy now that Ive got some of the papers that I needed in my visa I thought and my hubby thought also that they are lost or get stuck up in the post. Well I got it now and Im happy about it, even if its lost it will be alright as my hubby got a spare copy now. He was alarmed when he asked me that I dont receive any papers or documents for me, so right away he asked another copies of the correspondence for the replacements of the papers that I needed, but thanks God I got it now and no need to worry for the lost one. Few minutes ago my hubby ring me up and I tell about the package arrives that full of papers/documents plus DvDs. He just laugh and what a waste of time getting another copies...hehe...